harbinger 
it always seems like honking makes the city 
bigger than usual 
on most days. you told me you wanted me
to tell you when the reign of seafood was over, but
first, witness agave leaves ablaze, 
wads of green 
spikes browning deeply to
curly wafts gathered near 
your face, like smoke unmade
from a once and future king’s
spice filled censer served a la mode 
from a roadside stand, sturdy walls 
glazed in ozone
and pocked with abalone bits, proprietors 
sworn to grill soft shell shrimp, tiny 
appendages, pincering mandibles, all
consumed by the infuscate water disappeared
down the sinkhole growing 
inside. your soft neck blows about me 
(do you remember what i was talking  
about about like ten lines ago?
oh, your face and smoke? again? ok, thanks). i tile wood 
floors with coins rather than tiles, so really 
it’s more like harboring a villain 
than anything else, or perhaps like burying
 
ligamental chunks of you 
for to grow in the blood 
red clay and bewitched moss
my house rests on.
all in all,  i think it’s just got to be
your touched destiny 
and me, and then some 
out of the loop obelisk guts
we CTRL + S’d for eternity 
in talking cookie jars
shaped like thieving bears
whom get their stinking paws off on
my collection of unfulfilled promise 
rings melted down and recast 
imperfectly into planet shaped musket balls.
you’re told
to sit still until birds call out
your name 
in the rain 
made gloom,
informing you 
your table is ready.
you’re told 
when you visit the sea
the waves are saying something
that sounds 
suspiciously like
“we miss you” 
over 
and 
over 
and 
over 
and 
even though i don’t know 
you, yet,
i think this
gestures across the two of us
could be as true as all that
gestures above the two of us
Nolan Allan's work has been published in Prelude, Witchcraft Mag, Spy Kids Review, and many others. He lives in Durham, North Carolina, and is on the internet @nolanallan
