harbinger
it always seems like honking makes the city
bigger than usual
on most days. you told me you wanted me
to tell you when the reign of seafood was over, but
first, witness agave leaves ablaze,
wads of green
spikes browning deeply to
curly wafts gathered near
your face, like smoke unmade
from a once and future king’s
spice filled censer served a la mode
from a roadside stand, sturdy walls
glazed in ozone
and pocked with abalone bits, proprietors
sworn to grill soft shell shrimp, tiny
appendages, pincering mandibles, all
consumed by the infuscate water disappeared
down the sinkhole growing
inside. your soft neck blows about me
(do you remember what i was talking
about about like ten lines ago?
oh, your face and smoke? again? ok, thanks). i tile wood
floors with coins rather than tiles, so really
it’s more like harboring a villain
than anything else, or perhaps like burying
ligamental chunks of you
for to grow in the blood
red clay and bewitched moss
my house rests on.
all in all, i think it’s just got to be
your touched destiny
and me, and then some
out of the loop obelisk guts
we CTRL + S’d for eternity
in talking cookie jars
shaped like thieving bears
whom get their stinking paws off on
my collection of unfulfilled promise
rings melted down and recast
imperfectly into planet shaped musket balls.
you’re told
to sit still until birds call out
your name
in the rain
made gloom,
informing you
your table is ready.
you’re told
when you visit the sea
the waves are saying something
that sounds
suspiciously like
“we miss you”
over
and
over
and
over
and
even though i don’t know
you, yet,
i think this
gestures across the two of us
could be as true as all that
gestures above the two of us
Nolan Allan's work has been published in Prelude, Witchcraft Mag, Spy Kids Review, and many others. He lives in Durham, North Carolina, and is on the internet @nolanallan